I
must admit that this question is really good and tickled me so much to be
answered. It’s actually a question for speech contest in my college and I think
it’s really interesting to be discussed. When I’m looking back to the years
that have been passed, I suddenly feel that many great things have happened to
me this past of years. I met many great people, best friends, and fun people
around. It really affected me to become this kind of person you recognize
today—the ‘Tanti’ who you meet every day, eventhough I have a side that maybe I
haven’t show you yet :3
What
do you think about me? What things that is coming up in your mind when you
think about me? It is the ‘result’ from my 18 years experiences. Time has ‘formed’
me into this kind of person.
Then
I think again, how come time flies so fast? I feel like I haven’t find the
thing I’ve been searching for. Or more tragic, I have found it and now I lost
it. Is that mean my life today is not better than the past? I don’t know
either. I think that now I live the life I wanted, with such a great place to
be around. But still, there’s something missing. A thing that I couldn’t find
in this place (or time).
I often think that life has been so good to me, and I
grateful for everything that happened in my life. But now some things are just
difficult and perhaps I get a shock. But it’s normal, right? It will be okay in
its time.
I have to convince my self that everything is fine and
wonderful. Until today, the past ‘years’ may still be one of the best time in
my life, but I couldn’t be more patience to see what happens in the future.
It’ll be alright, it’ll be as beautiful as God has promised to me. It’s just
the matter of time, right? I have to enjoy this time, I have to believe. Soon
the thing that I’ve been searching for will found myself in its time.
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